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ghall26

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About ghall26

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    Female
  • Location
    Hot Springs, Ark. & Dallas, Texas
  • Loss Type
    Lost My Husband Of 28 Beautiful Years!!
  • Angel Date
    1/22/2010

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    Hall
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    G
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  1. My Soul....HELP!!

    Thank You so much Sologeogeio!! My Heart goes out to you as well--I KNOW how you feel right now------(Just loosing your wife 5 weeks ago!!) Mine was Jan. 2010 but it feels like yesterday!! He was my WHOLE Life, existence, everything for 30 + years!!!! (Married 28 yrs.) so My soul is GONE--(With him!!) I have nothing and no-one anymore!! :( I miss him so much!!!! GOD bless you too!!
  2. My Soul....HELP!!

    Thank You So Much and I Pray you will find peace as well, It's so hard now--he was all I had, I'm all alone now!! Except for GOD but he's busy with his things. I have no one to talk to or anything!!
  3. My Soul....HELP!!

    Thank you for answering me-----And I do not know--they all (His family) accepted and loved me as their own till he died-- he was in the hospital for 4 days--as soon as the ambulance got him there a CBC was done and he went from the ER to ICU in critical condition-----I have copies of ALL his records and I can't believe the things he went through before he died!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I wasn't even told till 2 days after he died, and by a freaking voicemail at that!!!! He had already had been embalmed, they had the visitation, then had him cremated before I was even told he died!!!! so I have NO closure, no nothing!! I can't believe people can be so cruel!! and LIED to me and him all these years!!!!!! (That they loved me as their own for the 28 yrs. we were married when he died!!)
  4. Help with Profile

    Please Help--I'm having the SAME Issue!!:(
  5. My Soul....HELP!!

    I Lost My Beautiful Husband Of 28 yrs. to Cancer in Jan. 2010-------------------------- I don't know where to start------ my husband of 28 yrs. died of cancer Jan. 22, 2010------ He was my soul mate, my rock, my like, my everything!! He was in another state helping his dad when he died, I found out by voice-mail!! I drove up there by myself, (Never did that before--my husband always drove!!) and get there and was told I came for no reason, to go home, I wasn't allowed to see him before he was cremated, I was told if I showed up to the funeral, and burial of his ashes, I would be arrested, I wasn't even mentioned in the obituary!! They know how much we loved each other and he would be so mad at how the love of his existence was treated!! We were each others reason to even be here on this earth--------------------- now he's GONE.... and I'm so alone, I feel like I have a hole in my chest the size of the universe!! as I sit here and type this I can't even do it without crying, I cry all the time it hurts so bad!!!! we NEVER went a day in 28 yrs, without talking on the phone, e-mailing when he wasn't here, or being with each other in person!! Every day I would check my e-mail and have at least 10 e-mails from him, when he was out of town, wishing me a great day and how much he loves & misses me--now-----NOTHING!! Since I was his wife--I requested a copy of his death certificate and it' lists---- Esophageal cancer, he only knew he had it for 4 days then he got cardiogenic shock for 12 hrs and died, his family won't talk to me so I don't know if anyone was with him when he died, or did he die alone, did he suffer, (GOD I PRAY he didn't!!) But these are things I NEED to know!! My Brother & Mom tell me I need to just move on and "Suck It Up" that they understand why I feel this way but that I can't live the rest of my life like this!! I want to be with him sooooooooooo BAD!! Please help me, I don't know where else to go--I have no one anymore!!!! I have a whole list of stuff he had-----he went in by ambulance with a GI Bleed, severe nausea, tarry stools, vomiting and vomiting blood. Another Question----------- WHY is it that all these people talk about dying and coming back and also "Seeing & Talking" to their loved ones and friends that have passed on----------- WHY can't I?????? I see every single day where people have been in contact with their loved ones!!!! WHY Can't I see and talk to my husband???????????
  6. My Soul....HELP!!

    I Lost My Beautiful Husband Of 28 yrs. to Cancer in Jan. 2010-------------------------- I don't know where to start------ my husband of 28 yrs. died of cancer Jan. 22, 2010------ He was my soul mate, my rock, my like, my everything!! He was in another state helping his dad when he died, I found out by voice-mail!! I drove up there by myself, (Never did that before--my husband always drove!!) and get there and was told I came for no reason, to go home, I wasn't allowed to see him before he was cremated, I was told if I showed up to the funeral, and burial of his ashes, I would be arrested, I wasn't even mentioned in the obituary!! They know how much we loved each other and he would be so mad at how the love of his existence was treated!! We were each others reason to even be here on this earth--------------------- now he's GONE.... and I'm so alone, I feel like I have a hole in my chest the size of the universe!! as I sit here and type this I can't even do it without crying, I cry all the time it hurts so bad!!!! we NEVER went a day in 28 yrs, without talking on the phone, e-mailing when he wasn't here, or being with each other in person!! Every day I would check my e-mail and have at least 10 e-mails from him, when he was out of town, wishing me a great day and how much he loves & misses me--now-----NOTHING!! Since I was his wife--I requested a copy of his death certificate and it' lists---- Esophageal cancer, he only knew he had it for 4 days then he got cardiogenic shock for 12 hrs and died, his family won't talk to me so I don't know if anyone was with him when he died, or did he die alone, did he suffer, (GOD I PRAY he didn't!!) But these are things I NEED to know!! My Brother & Mom tell me I need to just move on and "Suck It Up" that they understand why I feel this way but that I can't live the rest of my life like this!! I want to be with him sooooooooooo BAD!! Please help me, I don't know where else to go--I have no one anymore!!!! I have a whole list of stuff he had-----he went in by ambulance with a GI Bleed, severe nausea, tarry stools, vomiting and vomiting blood. Another Question----------- WHY is it that all these people talk about dying and coming back and also "Seeing & Talking" to their loved ones and friends that have passed on----------- WHY can't I?????? I see every single day where people have been in contact with their loved ones!!!! WHY Can't I see and talk to my husband???????????
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