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hayleyy

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About hayleyy

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  • Birthday 08/16/1995

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    Las Vegas
  • Loss Type
    Daddy
  • Angel Date
    September, 16 , 2010

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    muffincake1123@yahoo.com

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    O'Reilly
  • First Name
    Hayley
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    USA
  1. i miss my dad

    This is my second time posting .. so im fairly new to this . I lost my dad last thursday & it feels like months have gone by.. why does it still feel like a dream ? why does time go by slower ? will it always be like this ? My dad and i were so very close... i just still dont want to accept the fact that hes gone. I even already saw him and gave my last words and hugs goodbye.. and i even went to the service. & it still feels like a dream ! People say that it gets better but its getting harder day by day it seems like. Does it really get better or do they just say that ? & the creepy thing is that , i turned 15 on August 16th this year, My dad had me when he was 15 years old. He died on the 16th of September ( a month after my bday ) while im 15. ( died a month after i turned 15 ) . was it ment to happen ? do you think everyone has a date to die ? I wish i could hug him again.. hear him tell me he loves me or give me signs that hes watching over me.. something ! This sucks. I really wish this was all a dream that i could wake up from.
  2. This is my second time posting .. so im fairly new to this . I lost my dad last thursday & it feels like months have gone by.. why does it still feel like a dream ? why does time go by slower ? will it always be like this ? My dad and i were so very close... i just still dont want to accept the fact that hes gone. I even already saw him and gave my last words and hugs goodbye.. and i even went to the service. & it still feels like a dream ! People say that it gets better but its getting harder day by day it seems like. Does it really get better or do they just say that ? & the creepy thing is that , i turned 15 on August 16th this year, My dad had me when he was 15 years old. He died on the 16th of September ( a month after my bday ) while im 15. ( died a month after i turned 15 ) . was it ment to happen ? do you think everyone has a date to die ? I wish i could hug him again.. hear him tell me he loves me or give me signs that hes watching over me.. something ! This sucks. I really wish this was all a dream that i could wake up from.
  3. Loss of a dad at age 15

    Hi tinkeral .. I just lost my daddy and i am 15 years young too. I dont know what to really say because this is all new to me too , but i can relate to you. My father was riding a motorcycle and passed away last week. Its so hard . Hope you feel better soon !
  4. Thank you so much and same to you , i gave you my email already. & yes i know excatally what you are talking about . & its weird because my dad had me at age 15 and i just turned 15 on the 16th of august, then he passed on the 16th of september. Creepy huh ? ):
  5. My Parents

    Hi Summer , its Hayley. Your story is heartbreaking.. i would hate to see my parents go through such things.. If you ever need anyone to talk to , feel free to talk to me. I might not know the things to say but i will help to the best of my abilities. Sometimes talking just helps, ive learned. Hope to talk to you soon.
  6. Hi Summer , i am so glad someone wrote me lol. Omg how did you loose both of your parents? That would be the hardest : ( & I hope we can keep contact . How did you cope? Ive been trying to find people who understand , even if it is not 100% understandable. Im still looking for that 100% though , with the same story etc. But its not easy .
  7. I am saying hi back to you

  8. Tired but never can sleep now !! ):

    1. NoOneLeft

      NoOneLeft

      Cool looking guy.

    2. NoOneLeft

      NoOneLeft

      He looks my age when I had my daughter. Lets talk sometime. I'm not going to tell you how to feeel but I know its helped me.

  9. Well my names Hayley , im 15 years young and my daddy passed away September 16 , 2010 ): I dont really know how to start off or what to say , so i will just tell the story. I found out my dad passed last Thursday morning during 1st period when my mom, my sister , and my grandma were all sitting in the counselors office crying. He was riding his motorcycle , ( i could NEVER ride again btw ) on the way home at like 1:30 in the morning. ( i didnt know right away because i was at my moms house , joint custody , ) . From what i know he lost control and hit the boulders on the side of the road. ( WHY THE **** would you put boulders right there ? So the road can look pretty ??? I dont think anyone cares about how pretty the road looks. Anyways.. ) He broke all of his .. when he hit the boulder. Some of my family says he was already unconscious before he hit it though. This happened exactly a week ago. I have already viewed him , and went to the service, & gave my last hugs and words goodbye. Im hoping i will feel up to going back to school this monday. I havent gone to school since last thursday morning & most of my friends & people at school know about it cause its been on the news and such so i dont know if im ready for all the hugs and whatnot. My mom talked about the 7 grieving stages and i think i have gone through most of them. I miss him so much already ! Its been hard to sleep at night , and ill cry randomly even if im okay for one minute then the next im not. And if you have any songs , im making a playlist on my ipod & combining the songs my dad and i used to listen to ( soft or country type usually ) , & im also putting other songs that remind me of him. You can go here if you have any songs relating to loosing a dad ; http://answers.yahoo...23155827AAMSG1Y BTW ; whats an angel date ? The date when your loved one passed ? & i didnt really know what to say so thanks for still reading ! lol You can ask questions and stuff too.
  10. Hey mom , it says " why not say hello " . So im saying hello :P haha . hiiii ! I added a post in a fourm . Trying to get used to this thingg.

  11. Well my names Hayley , im 15 years young and my daddy passed away September 16 , 2010 ): I dont really know how to start off or what to say , so i will just tell the story. I found out my dad passed last Thursday morning during 1st period when my mom, my sister , and my grandma were all sitting in the counselors office crying. He was riding his motorcycle , ( i could NEVER ride again btw ) on the way home at like 1:30 in the morning. ( i didnt know right away because i was at my moms house , joint custody , ) . From what i know he lost control and hit the boulders on the side of the road. ( WHY THE **** would you put boulders right there ? So the road can look pretty ??? I dont think anyone cares about how pretty the road looks. Anyways.. ) He broke all of his .. when he hit the boulder. Some of my family says he was already unconscious before he hit it though. This happened exactly a week ago. I have already viewed him , and went to the service, & gave my last hugs and words goodbye. Im hoping i will feel up to going back to school this monday. I havent gone to school since last thursday morning & most of my friends & people at school know about it cause its been on the news and such so i dont know if im ready for all the hugs and whatnot. My mom talked about the 7 grieving stages and i think i have gone through most of them. I miss him so much already ! Its been hard to sleep at night , and ill cry randomly even if im okay for one minute then the next im not. And if you have any songs , im making a playlist on my ipod & combining the songs my dad and i used to listen to ( soft or country type usually ) , & im also putting other songs that remind me of him. You can go here if you have any songs relating to loosing a dad ; http://answers.yahoo...23155827AAMSG1Y BTW ; whats an angel date ? The date when your loved one passed ? & i didnt really know what to say so thanks for still reading ! lol You can ask questions and stuff too. Here are a couple pictures of us.
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