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About cameronsmom1

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  • Birthday 07/24/1985
  1. Loss of an Adult Child

    Here in his bumbo
  2. Loss of an Adult Child

    Here he is in his onsie from Colleen
  3. Loss of an Adult Child

    Kathy, I'm so so so happy to hear about BJ. Tears fell as I read your post. I can't even imagine the feeling you must have. We will keep praying and hope for the best. Jessica is looking out for her brother. Amanda
  4. Loss of an Adult Child

    Hey everyone!! Just wanted to let you know that I have met someone in school that lost her son a few years ago in a car accident and I have told her all about you guys and she has asked for the website so hopefully she will be joining soon. She is a really great person to talk to and is really looking forward to having people to talk to. Her name is Kathleen (Kathy) Barnett. Please be watching for her. I hope everyone is doing good. Braydens angelversary is a few weeks away and i'm trying to decide what I want to do this year. I have been going to see him a lot lately and it has helped so much. My brother and sister have been going too and it always makes me feel good to know that they still think about him too. My brother has my camera right now but as soon as I get it back I will be posting pics of Ashton. I have one of him in the onsie that Colleen got him and on the blanket from Kathy. There seems to be someone new on here everytime I come. It's sad but they are lucky to have found you all, I know I couldn't have made it through without you guys. I love you all and miss talking to you. Hope to be able to come more often. I just got back from State competitions and got 4th in Basic Office Procedures and 2nd in Administrative Support Team. So now that that is over I will have more time!!! Talk to you all later, Amanda
  5. Loss of an Adult Child

    Here he is!!!
  6. Loss of an Adult Child

    It has been a long time. I feel bad that I haven't visited in so long. I am glad that I found most of you on facebook though so I can kind of keep up with things. It has been so crazy lately. I had my tubes tied last week so I have been down from that. My 5 year old has been having a hard time lately at school and has been getting in trouble a lot. The other day he brought home a picture that he drew and it was of me, jeremiah, and ashton in the house and he was outside. It made me feel so horrible. I know that he feels left out and I am really trying to make him feel better but with me having to feed ashton and change him and everything else its just hard to do it all at once especially when my husband is at work and i'm doing it by myself. I have planned a day this weekend though for just me and him to go eat and to the movies so that he has mommy time too. I have been thinking about Brayden alot too and usually I can do it without crying but lately I cry everytime he crosses my mind. I miss him so much. I don't know why I have been having a hard time lately, maybe I am just exhausted. I hope everyone is doing ok, I miss talking to you all. I haven't uploaded any recent pics of Ashton but as soon as I do I will post some for you all. Kathy I just want to thank you from the bottom of my heart. I received your package today and it couldn't have been at a better time. I have been having a hard time lately with everything and to get that let me know that someone was thinking of me and I couldn't thank you enough. It is a beautiful blanket and we will cherish it forever. Amanda
  7. Loss of an Adult Child

    Thanks Dee, I have actually lost 25 lbs already and had only gained 30 so i'm pretty happy about that!! Still want to lose more though and get to start working out in a few weeks. I have to start school on the 4th and am so not ready to leave my baby but my mother in law isn't working anymore and is going to come watch him at the house so i will feel good knowing he is here with her!! Hope everyone had a great christmas, this was my first white christmas ever. I have never seen it snow like it did. It was really scary to drive in. I didn't believe them when they said blizzard because it never does that here and so we went out to my mother in laws and by the time we left we couldn't see anything but white snow and had to drive 15 miles per hour so it took us an hour and a half to drive 25 miles home. It was scary. But anyways I hope everyone is doing well. Amanda
  8. Loss of an Adult Child

    Me and Ashton
  9. Loss of an Adult Child

    Just wanted to share my little santa with you all!!!
  10. Loss of an Adult Child

    Thanks Marcia for posting the picture, I have no idea how to get them off of my phone!! Sorry I haven't wrote in a while, just been enjoying my baby!! He is such a good baby. He hardly ever cries he sleeps really good and is so alert and so content. I am so lucky. Daddy won't ever put him down, he is such a proud daddy and is so good with him for never being around a baby before. He is always asking me to show him how to do things and has helped out a lot. I hope everyone is doing good. I will try to catch up soon. Amanda
  11. Loss of an Adult Child

    Colleen, I received your package today, thank you so much!! When he gets big enough to wear it I will post a picture of him in it. Thank you for thinking of me!! And thanks to everyone that has posted comments. I have been having so much fun just loving on him I just don't want to ever put him down. He is such a blessing and I couldn't be happier. I will post pictures as often as I can so you can watch him grow with me!! Amanda
  12. Loss of an Adult Child

    Beautiful boy
  13. Loss of an Adult Child

    Hello everyone!!! I am home with my beautiful baby and we are doing great. I must say that epidurals are the best inventions ever!!! I didn't feel no pain and it was so much easier then before. It was a very bittersweet moment that I will never forget. He looks so much like Brayden and is such a good baby. He hardly ever cries, hope it lasts. Thank to everyone for the comments and thank you marcia for keeping everyone updated. Here is our first pic together!!
  14. Loss of an Adult Child

    Well I guess 3 hours of sleep will have to do, today is the day!!! Getting ready to head to the hospital now. I will keep Marcia updated with everything. Thank you all for the support you have given me through this. Love ya, Amanda
  15. Loss of an Adult Child

    Hey I just wanted to write and tell you I'm having a baby tomorrow!!!!