Loss of Mother, guilt, saddness, anger and nightmares

[NiKRene]

I am 29 and it has been almost a year since my mother passed away (she was 69). I still find myself crying every night before bed. I feel so much guilt, saddness and anger from losing my mother! The first few months after my mothers death I had terrible nightmares where I envisioned her blaming us and being so upset at us about her death. Now the nightmares have subsided but the feelings are all still there. I'm just not sure what to do with its them. Anytime I try to talk about my mother or my feelings in general I suddenly burst into tears. I'm not sure I will ever get through this grief.

[solapuer26]

I think before u try to figure out what to

do with the guilt, you should try to figure out why you feel guilt. Why would your mom blame you? And then you can try to find peace within yourself. I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you get through these feelings. I lost my mother a month ago. This is a crappy thing to go thru. I really hope you feel better.