Members cavery438 Posted July 24, 2014 Members Report Share Posted July 24, 2014 I am 14 and I lost who was closest to me. I could tell her anything. And nobody knew why she died. Some say she couldn't breathe and some say it was an allergic reaction from medicine she was prescribed. Even though my family and boyfriend talk to me about it, it doesn't seem to help like it should. I have found myself losing sleep because I start to dream about her and I'll either wake up crying or short of breath. I just need help from someone who knows where I'm coming from. Can anyone help me? Am I just unhelpable? I try to act strong for everyone else but, sometimes the fake smile cannot last. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Bri.Comp Posted July 24, 2014 Members Report Share Posted July 24, 2014 I recently lost my mom back in May and I feel like no one understands what I'm feeling. I am a little older than you but not too much I am 23 and even tho my sister who is 21 and my dad are super supportive sometimes I just need an outside person who knows what this lonely feeling feels like. The pain is unbearable and I also wake up in the middle of the night crying. I had a dream the other night that I held up a makeup mirror and she was standing behind me. It was an amazing feeling but when I woke up it hurt so bad because the realization kicks in that she isn't coming back. You are not alone and def not unhelpable ! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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